Jan
21
Posted (Van Santos) in Just Stuff on January-21-2010

As I sit here thinking about life there seems to be a stream of consciousness sensation that I  cannot shake, that does not dissipate…  This overwhelming feeling does not fade into the background much like other pointless but entertaining thoughts on life.

Let me share the sensations and thoughts I am feelings in hopes of striking an emotional chord:

1) What do your dreams forecast?

Do you think of the past or do you think of the future?  If your dreams are based in what you once knew what, exactly, does that say about your current understanding of life? What does that say about your ability cope with your current reality? What does that say about your ability to grow and achieve the things you desire for life?

2) Are you paying attention?

Really.

Are you paying attention?

The world around you is changing at an alarming rate, but are you changing with it?

Are you simply living your life – the comfortable life you know – or are you taking steps to grow as a person? If a sudden and dramatic change was introduced into your world would you know what to do/how to react or would you simply continue to do what is comfortable for you?

3) Are you fulfilled as a person?

Since I asked the question, I should be the first to answer.

Me, no, I am not.

Why?

Because I am not living life to the fullest.

While I am more prepared to do so today than anytime in the last two years, I am still holding emotions and development back because of where I am in life.

Why is that?

Because I do not feel I can/have the ability to do so under my current conditions.

That does not mean I have given up on my hopes of development, on my desire to grow and better those around me, it simply means I have to understand my limits as of this moment. Once I find the opportunity to continue my grown on the scale I feel is required, I will.

What about you?

Will you?

4) If everything you knew was to be shown as false today would you be able to survive tomorrow?

This is a critical question.

While I think the socio-economic conditions facing the United States are down right scary, if not horrific,  I ask this question question due to the general reaction of those around me when faced with such a scenario.

Very few people understand or are willing to accept that the world around them is on the verge of change, dramatic change, unlike any this nation has faced before. If that happened today, if everything you thought you knew about politics and economics was show to be incorrect in a matter of hours, would you be able to understand and cope with that fact?

Take a moment and think about that… If the answer is no you may want to look at your understanding of life, how it fits into the world around you, and how you can survive if it changes with no warning.

5) Do you know who you truly are?

This question has no hidden meaning, no explanation beyond the surface…

Do you know who you are? Do you know how you would react in different situations in life and do you know where you are headed?

If not, why?

That should be enough to get it you thinking.  I hope you enjoy your evening.



 
Nov
22
Posted (Van Santos) in Philosophical on November-22-2009
vI’m just sitting here this Saturday evening (and now early Sunday morning) thinking about a whole number of topics but the one that is really on my mind is Karma. I have no doubt that by the time this post is complete we’ll have witnessed a long, potentially rambling, writing experience that either has no discernible point or a post that unlocks the mysteries of of the metaphysical and philosophical universes.
A number of events I’ve witnessed in recent memory have me once again wondering about the concept of Karma. On a very basic level does what go around come around?
Let us discuss these two scenarios:
The First…
You have a man who has, for the most part, acted in a self serving manner. While very successful in business he was so at the expense of others.  Maybe his success was even due to questionable or illegal means. In his later years in life, after amassing a large fortune, he decides to act as a philanthropist and gives a large portion of his fortune away, or he possibly leaves his fortune to his family.  Finally, after living a long life he dies.
The Second…
You have a man who has, for the most part, acted in a self serving manner. While very successful in business he was so at the expense of others.  Maybe his success was even due to questionable or illegal means. In his later years in life, after amassing a large fortune, he wakes up one day to find that his is just days away from bankruptcy.  A sudden change market conditions wiped out the majority of his financial estate. He is virtually ruined after a life of success and he dies a broken man.
If the concept of Karma is true, how can we account for the two scenarios?  If both men were equally ruthless, equally self serving, how can one end up a “successful” man and the other broken?
As religions and spiritual seekers have adopted the concept, Karma has come to mean a number of things for a number of people. Some will say that an evil act will give you “bad karma” and to expect something negative to happen to you in return  Others will say Karma is an energy force that you can “tune” yourself into, and you can take steps to avoid negative consequences by meditating; however, taking the basic definition of Karma provides us with the view that the the concept is a cycle of cause and effect.
If one takes the very basic view, there is no doubt – Karma, or cause and effect – is a reality. If you do x the consequences will be y. Taking the scenarios of our two men what if our first was calculated in his actions, he thought potential outcomes of his decisions and had plans in place for whatever may come. Each plan with an acceptable level of risk and reward. The second man did not put much thought into his decisions, he simply continued moving forward without understanding how his decisions impacted the world around him.
Now, let’s say this is the late 19th Century or early 20th Century where severe economic recession or depressions took place on a frequent basis.  Our first man did not have the full trust the economic advisors around him and managed his investments as he felt appropriate. He researched, he planned and understood the impact his decisions may have.  The second man simply let others manage his business.  While being informed of changing market conditions he didn’t have an active role in saying what should happen, where is investments should move, and how he was going to manage the economic storm.
In both cases it is easy to see why both men ended up where they did thanks to cause and effect. But what about other situations?  What about Karma in the sends of “Good” or “Bad” luck?  During a conversation with my W she pointed out a concept I didn’t previous take into consideration when thinking about the subject – intent.
If Karma is more than cause and effect, and it is truly some force that is manifested by the universe on some level, what if something else plays into the determining factor of ones Karma.  What if the intent of the individual is included?
For example, I undertake some action with nothing but the best of intentions but, as a result of my actions, a large number of people end up feeling some negative results. If my intent was positive and the results was negative would I have ‘bad’ Karma?
While an interesting thought, it is a thought we’ll leave unexplored at this point as the experiment can easily unfold into a lost, unfocused, discussion.
Does intent play into the concept of Karma, no clue. I have no doubt that cause and effect plays into life, from the most basic personal decision to complex business scenarios. The one who has the ability to understand the impact of their decision on themselves and the world around them is, in my opinion, more likely to have a ’successful’ life. They are likely to have ‘good’ Karma. The individual who acts in a self serving manner without understanding the impact on the world is one who will end up facing more difficulty in life.
The scenario used above describes the Robber Barrons of the late 19th century.  Often ruthless, and in many cases acting in ways that were less than ethical, these were very successful men who built fortunes on the backs of slaves, poor and the less fortunate.  While history forgot a number of the industrialists that saw their mass fortunes wiped away by miscalculations and poor choices, the men who understood the impact of their decisions ended up surviving the test of time.
So, if Karma is simply cause and effect and understanding the relationship between the two, then yes, I do believe.

I’m just sitting here this Saturday evening (and now early Sunday morning) thinking about a whole number of topics but the one that is really on my mind is Karma. I have no doubt that by the time this post is complete we’ll have witnessed a long, potentially rambling, writing experience that either has no discernible point or a post that unlocks the mysteries of of the metaphysical and philosophical universes.

A number of events I’ve witnessed in recent memory have me once again wondering about the concept of Karma. On a very basic level does what go around come around?

Let us discuss these two scenarios:

The First…

You have a man who has, for the most part, acted in a self serving manner. While very successful in business he was so at the expense of others. Maybe his success was even due to questionable or illegal means. In his later years in life, after amassing a large fortune, he decides to act as a philanthropist and gives a large portion of his fortune away, or he possibly leaves his fortune to his family.  Finally, after living a long life he dies.

The Second…

You have a man who has, for the most part, acted in a self serving manner. While very successful in business he was so at the expense of others. Maybe his success was even due to questionable or illegal means. In his later years in life, after amassing a large fortune, he wakes up one day to find that his is just days away from bankruptcy.  A sudden change market conditions wiped out the majority of his financial estate. He is virtually ruined after a life of success and he dies a broken man.

If the concept of Karma is true, how can we account for the two scenarios?  If both men were equally ruthless, equally self serving, how can one end up a “successful” man and the other broken?

As religions and spiritual seekers have adopted the concept, Karma has come to mean a number of things for a number of people. Some will say that an evil act will give you “bad karma” and to expect something negative to happen to you in return  Others will say Karma is an energy force that you can “tune” yourself into, and you can take steps to avoid negative consequences by meditating; however, taking the basic definition of Karma provides us with the view that the the concept is a cycle of cause and effect.

If one takes the very basic view, there is no doubt – Karma, or cause and effect – is a reality. If you do x the consequences will be y. Taking the scenarios of our two men what if our first was calculated in his actions, he thought potential outcomes of his decisions and had plans in place for whatever may come. Each plan with an acceptable level of risk and reward. The second man did not put much thought into his decisions, he simply continued moving forward without understanding how his decisions impacted the world around him.

Now, let’s say this is the late 19th Century or early 20th Century where severe economic recession or depressions took place on a frequent basis. Our first man did not have the full trust the economic advisors around him and managed his investments as he felt appropriate. He researched, he planned and understood the impact his decisions may have.  The second man simply let others manage his business.  While being informed of changing market conditions he didn’t have an active role in saying what should happen, where is investments should move, and how he was going to manage the economic storm.

In both cases it is easy to see why both men ended up where they did thanks to cause and effect. But what about other situations?  What about Karma in the sends of “Good” or “Bad” luck?  During a conversation with my W she pointed out a concept I didn’t previous take into consideration when thinking about the subject – intent.

If Karma is more than cause and effect, and it is truly some force that is manifested by the universe on some level, what if something else plays into the determining factor of ones Karma.  What if the intent of the individual is included?

For example, I undertake some action with nothing but the best of intentions but, as a result of my actions, a large number of people end up feeling some negative results. If my intent was positive and the results was negative would I have ‘bad’ Karma?

While an interesting thought, it is a thought we’ll leave unexplored at this point as the experiment can easily unfold into a lost, unfocused, discussion.

Does intent play into the concept of Karma, no clue. I have no doubt that cause and effect plays into life, from the most basic personal decision to complex business scenarios. The one who has the ability to understand the impact of their decision on themselves and the world around them is, in my opinion, more likely to have a ’successful’ life. They are likely to have ‘good’ Karma. The individual who acts in a self serving manner without understanding the impact on the world is one who will end up facing more difficulty in life.

The scenario used above describes the Robber Barrons of the late 19th century.  If Karma was simply a “do good, then good comes your way” type event there is no way these men would have ever had success in life. They were often ruthless, and in many cases acting in ways that were less than ethical. These were very successful men who built fortunes on the backs of slaves, poor and the less fortunate and did so with the original intent of only looking out for themselves.  While history forgot a number of the industrialists that saw their mass fortunes wiped away by miscalculations and poor choices, the men who understood the impact of their decisions ended up surviving the test of time.

So, if Karma is simply cause and effect and understanding the relationship between the two, then yes, I do believe.



 
Aug
23
Posted (Van Santos) in Life, Philosophical on August-23-2009
My grandfather was an a member of “The Greatest Generation”. A principled man who, despite a number of shortcomings, always managed to do the right thing – even in the face of his mortality.
Age, experience and his “stay the hell out of my way” personality help him accumulate bits of wisdom and knowledge over time, knowledge he was going to dispense regardless of what you wanted to hear. One comment he consistently utilized was “you can pick your friends but you cannot pick your family.”
In the days of my youth those were simply empty words.  I never believed in that saying.
If your sister did something so disturbing, so bothersome, that an intense anger grew to a borderline hatred you could just stop talking to her. Sure, you didn’t pick her to originally be in the family but you sure as hell picked her not to be in your family moving forward.
Age, experience and my own “trailblazer” personality finally helped me understand what my grandfather was trying to say.
This isn’t about who you’ve chosen as your friends, nor is it’s about the woman happens to be your sister.  No. My grandfather, I believe, was saying you cannot pick who is going to care for you.
He was saying that you can have friendships you’ve cultivated over time, and you have your sister that has known you from birth, but you cannot determine who is going to love you, care for you and unconditionally support you.
You can pick who you love but you cannot pick who loves you.
I may simply be looking back on my grandfather with a fond nostalgia. Maybe he was just a cranky old man who happened to “do the right thing” by chance, not choice.  Maybe his bit of wisdom was a way to rationalize a lifetime of stress, and maybe he was just saying “shut up and don’t argue with your sister at the kitchen table”.
With the lack of any solid evidence of him being a whack job, I’ll stick with the belief that he was a principled, wise man who was trying to educate the those around him.  Also, I will continue to be grateful for all of those who love and support me, regardless of how they’ve come into my life.

My grandfather was an a member of “The Greatest Generation”. A principled man who, despite a number of shortcomings, always managed to do the right thing – even in the face of his mortality.

Age, experience and his “stay the hell out of my way” personality help him accumulate bits of wisdom and knowledge over time, knowledge he was going to dispense regardless of what you wanted to hear. One comment he consistently utilized was “you can pick your friends but you cannot pick your family.”

In the days of my youth those were simply empty words.  I never believed in that saying.

If your sister did something so disturbing, so bothersome, that an intense anger grew to a borderline hatred you could just stop talking to her. Sure, you didn’t pick her to originally be in the family but you sure as hell picked her not to be in your family moving forward.

Age, experience and my own “trailblazer” personality finally helped me understand what my grandfather was trying to say.

This isn’t about who you’ve chosen as your friends, nor is it’s about the woman happens to be your sister.  No. My grandfather, I believe, was saying you cannot pick who is going to care for you.

He was saying that you can have friendships you’ve cultivated over time, and you have your sister that has known you from birth, but you cannot determine who is going to love you, care for you and unconditionally support you.

You can pick who you love but you cannot pick who loves you.

I may simply be looking back on my grandfather with a fond nostalgia. Maybe he was just a cranky old man who happened to “do the right thing” by chance, not choice.  Maybe his bit of wisdom was a way to rationalize a lifetime of stress, and maybe he was just saying “shut up and don’t argue with your sister at the kitchen table”.

With the lack of any solid evidence of him being a whack job, I’ll stick with the belief that he was a principled, wise man who was trying to educate the those around him.  Also, I will continue to be grateful for all of those who love and support me, regardless of how they’ve come into my life… because, remember, you can pick your friends but you cannot pick your family.



 
Sep
16
Posted (Van Santos) in Introspection, Philosophical on September-16-2008

Why is it individuals turn to god when things are the darkest for them?

Often times one can hear comments like “god will see me through” when faced with a difficult challenge, or when things get overly burdensome people will try to negotiate with god as if faith and religion are some sort of commodity that can be bartered for. You know the types who suddenly speak out loud when the tornado is bearing down on them and say “god, you get me out of this and I’ll never masturbate again” or some such nonsense that is unrealistic and is a promise the person never intends to keep anyway.

In both cases it seems as if an individual’s faith is a thing that is utilized when only they need it. That is not to say people of faith, ones who live a life dedicated to their beliefs, don’t act in such a manner, it just seems as if individuals who are not as dedicated, who are not as in touch with their spiritual side, act that way more than anyone else.

Another characteristic I’ve noticed about the individuals willing to turn to go in the hardest moments in life is that these individuals are the brazen; type A personalities that believe they can do anything without the help of others. The “watch me juggle chain saws, rewrite the Declaration of Independence (better than the founding fathers) and solve the worlds dependence on Oil all before bed time” type.

I am not criticizing these personality types, nor am I getting all preachy saying that God is the answer to all problems but we as people need to realize that, sometimes, things are simply out of our control. Call it God, call it faith, call it lazy but on a “big picture” scale we have virtually no say in the matter.

Instead of turning to god at the last second realize that we truly have minimal over our lives – we have influence. We can influence our lives by exposing ourselves to minimal danger (e.g. – not living on the side of a volcano, eating healthy, not driving drunk) but, really, nature will decide if the tornado is going to rip our house apart, our body will decide if we get cancer, some drunk driver may have made the decision if we live or die…

I point out the Type A / Barter personality as the ones who seem most likely to turn to God in the “last second of the game” because it is this personality that has the hardest time letting go, who has the hardest time believing that there is something greater than themselves, and maybe that is why they turn to God when the chips are down. Maybe that is when they realize they cannot control all…